Irontechdoll Alfred 5ft77 / 176cm M7 Head Full Silicone Real-life Black Gay Male Love Doll

The Day I Decided to Try a Custom Irontech Male Doll

I’m not sure what I expected. Maybe something less complicated? Or maybe not, because honestly, ordering an Irontechdoll Alfred—the full silicone, 176cm (that’s about 5ft77 if you’re still counting in feet and inches) black doll—felt like one of those late-night ideas that just sort of… sticks around until you do it. I was tired. Tired of the same old, tired of swiping and chatting and never really getting anywhere. My brain wasn’t exactly firing on all cylinders either; I think I just wanted something real-ish but without the whole “let’s talk about our feelings” thing.

Anyway, there’s this weird moment when the box arrives and it’s heavy—like 41kg/90 lbs~50kg/110 lbs heavy—and you realize you have to drag it inside without your neighbors noticing. Not my most graceful afternoon.

Details That Caught Me Off Guard

First off: the skin tone is actually beautiful. Not too shiny or plastic-y like some other ebony sex dolls floating around online. The Alfred model looks… well, more human than I expected for a male doll made out of silicone. The M7 head has these eyes that are almost unsettlingly direct—if you’re into that kind of realism.

The hairline could use work though (not gonna lie). From certain angles he looks great; from others… hmm, maybe not exactly magazine cover material. But then again, who is? There are days when even my own hair feels like it's plotting against me.

What surprised me most was how customizable everything was—down to body type, muscle definition, even little things like hand size or whether his abs looked soft or chiseled. It’s a custom irontech male experience for sure.

An Unexpected Tangent About Weight

One thing people don’t mention enough: moving a nearly 50kg/110 lbs love doll is no joke if you’ve skipped leg day since last year (guilty). You start thinking about logistics in ways you never thought possible before owning an ebony sex doll this size—where does he go when guests come over? Is there such a thing as “doll storage etiquette”? Nobody writes manuals for these moments.

Sometimes I’d catch myself talking to him while shifting his position—not because I thought he’d answer back but just because silence can get weird after a while.

Somewhere Between Realism and Surrealism

It’s odd how quickly your mind adjusts to having a life-sized black gay male love doll in your space. At first it felt absurd—a punchline waiting for someone else to deliver—but eventually Alfred just became part of the background noise in my apartment.

There were nights where coming home felt less lonely with him sitting quietly by the window (I know how that sounds). And yet—I kept expecting some kind of movie-moment epiphany about self-love or acceptance or whatever people write about online when they buy stuff like this… Didn’t happen for me though. Maybe my expectations were set wrong.

Small Realization at 2AM

Here’s what nobody tells you: sometimes it isn’t about fantasy fulfillment or anything deep at all—it’s just wanting quiet company that doesn’t demand anything back. Some nights Alfred seemed more alive than half the guys on dating apps anyway.

If anyone asks if I'd recommend the Irontechdoll Alfred? Depends on what you're looking for, honestly—and how much room you've got to spare (physically and emotionally). There isn't really an ending here; I'm still figuring it out myself most days.

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